midnite of uni...

1 and a half day later will be my 1st time to take midnite bus to reach my school.. yea.. it wont be my 1st time to walk n hanging around in school at the midnite. but still i feel a bit scare.. act this time i will be alone for the whole journey, and also walking into the quite and dark school..

will it as quiet as what i think??

will it as dark as what i think??

will my roommate able to wake and open the door for me??

oh my... so many question mark...><

stay cool choco..

nth de la.. dun think too much..

everythg will be just ok..

hmm~~~

the show...

Know what,
I was just finish watching titanic.
Yea, this movie had been show many times on the TV.
But still will feel excited when watching it.
Hahaha…

If not mistaken,
Every time when I almost to leave my home back to school.
This movie sure will be showed.
Quite funny…=p

The day is stepping into Thursday,
Means that, there is another 2 days for me to stay at home.
Then, I will back to a scary cage.
Choco is trying to accept it..

New life, new hope..
Gud luck evey1..^^

不想..

昨天我买了巴士票

一张回去一个巧克力很不想回去的地方

可是巧克力却非回不可

别人是不会明白为什么的

而巧克力是非常的了解，清楚

每当离开那里

巧克力就会有种被解放的感觉

每当要回去时

自然而然会有种莫名其妙的恐惧感

莫名其妙的压力

使到巧克力这几天的脾气都很不好

感觉上很多事都还没准备，还没收拾

可是，不想回去的心情控制了身体的动作

唉....

好怕会有会有撑不住的一天哦

真的很不想回去哦

（=.=）

tired choco~~

Tired
Is being tired for the whole day
Not physically tired
But mentally tired

Is being tired with responsibility
Which have to do by my own
Which is out of my knowledge
which may not pay back with a good respond

it’s really stress me up
sometimes I can’t stand on it
sometimes it even make me sick of it
but still I have to settle it perfectly

I seem like no reason to say ‘no’
No reason to skip
No reason to wrong
Just to walk forward

All of these
Are just for them
For my lovely them
just for them to happy

at this moment
feeling that I am not who I am
Stress n stress
Just to wish to hear a sing

there is a mission tomorrow
hope i can make it
wish me luck

不准你再这么说了

刚刚去看他
他躺在床上睡着了
好像好累得样子哦
可怜的他

过了一会
他醒了
还说了很多话哦
还不停的开玩笑
真拿他没办法^^

他什么都好
又帅，有可爱
华文又好得不得了
可是他就是不乖乖的吃药
也不乖乖的吃东西

好不喜欢你说的
“年纪大了是这样的啦”
“不要理它啦”
“是这样的啦”
可不可以不要再说这么泄气的话了

每次听到你说这些
心头都会酸酸的
虽说这都不是我们想要的
可是，也还有一丝的希望啊
不要放弃好吗???

小贝比，真幸福

小贝比..
永远都是那么的可爱..
那么的天真..
每天都过着幸福的日子..
为什么？？
因为他们什么都不懂啊..^^

有时候,
好希望自己也像他们一样,
什么都不是,
什么都不懂,
只是无忧无虑的过日子...

当一个人长大了,
懂的事多了..
自然而然背起的责任也会变多..
而压力的出现也是无法阻挡..

好讨厌哦..
讨厌背起责任,
讨厌被人期待,
讨厌被人完全的依靠,
也讨厌不该有的压力..

人..
不可能永远都是坚强的..
有时好想有人可以让她/他依靠下,
让她/他脆弱一下,
让她/他诉苦一下,
偶尔也让她/他哭泣一下,
只要这样..
所谓的压力或不悦也会减少..

所以说,
小孩的世界真快乐,
什么都不懂的人真幸福..^^

他~~

对着电脑..
对着部落格..
真不知道该写什么好..
在现实生活..
更加不懂该说些什么..

生老病死..
虽说是每个人都会经过的..
可是,
当一切发生在眼前..
有谁可以坦然的面对呢??
巧克力自认不可以..

but still these will happen to us..
even people around us..
what we can do is stay strong..
and try to accept it..

dear,
sorry i cant help anything..
what i can do for u is hope that u can stay calm..
know u can do it..